Run. Run far far away so I can no longer poison you. Run. And be free.
I am yet to understand myself so how can I make you understand me?
You said you will be patient and will wait. But I don't want you to do that. I don't want to see you bleed trying to fix my shattered pieces. I don't want you to hurt yourself while trying to love me.
I can't say I love you even if I do. Because I know that it will just make your hope stronger. And I don't want that to happen because I know you'll stay. You'll stay and die with me. You'll stay and you'll lose. You'll stay and I will just drag you down with me. Deep deep down and we will both drown.
What you also don't understand is that I can't bear seeing that. For this darkness inside me has already swallowed me whole and I'm eternally sinking.
And I don't want you wasting your breath trying to save me.
Just go. And live well.
Grabbed from an old post HERE.
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