"Look at this idiotic fool that you made me. You taught me a secret language I can't speak with anyone else. And you know damn well
For you I would ruin myself, a million little times"
- Illicit Affairs, Taylor Swift
Here I am watching that recent video you uploaded w/ her, seeing you both happy and I'm wonderin' when you'd call.
Hoping that your name would pop up for every notification ring on my phone.
Waiting for that text, "hey baby sorry I was with her I wasn't able to message you."
And I would be happy because finally you're free to talk to me.
Wonderin' when we'd meet so I can kiss you. Wonderin' when I'd be able to hug you.
Making myself believe that it is me that you love and that you can't just leave her because it is complicated and it would be messy.
Believing to every word you said.
Waiting patiently for you to come home with me.
Hoping that one day you'll finally be mine. And hoping that one day I can tell the world that you are my man.
Grabbed from an old post HERE.
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