Maybe it's true what they say about falling out of love and the need to feel it again to keep the sparks flying.
But I always wondered how you ended up looking for that spark w/ someone new. I can still remember the day when everything gone sour and you started losing your love to me that you said will never fade. I played that memory in repeat as if it will change if I replay it hard enough. As if the script will rewrite itself and change that part where you told me it was all over.
It's strange how you claim to love me one day and wake up not feeling the same anymore. It's fast like a speeding bullet, shattering all the veins it touches. Finally killing me inside.
I always wondered, how that seems to be so easy. How hurting someone you used to protect was just like a walk in the park. How hurting someone you used to love sounded like a good idea that you didn't think twice, that you just thought that it was nothing.
I always wondered how could you think that it was just that simple. Because for me, it was never that simple.
Grabbed from an old post HERE.
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