I guess what's even more painful is seeing him fall in love with her while I stayed because I thought he'll eventually see my worth.
When I said I was okay, what I really meant was that I was hurt. It's just that I have already built myself up or so I thought l did, that I'm no longer open to the idea of being vulnerable in front of him.
When I said 'I am better off alone anyway' probably meant that I prefer to be alone if it wasn't him I'll be with.
Maybe behind those little lies are a thousand unfathomable messages that I know will never be understood so I kept it hidden.
And now, it will be forever buried, along with my shattered heart.
Grabbed from an old post HERE.

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